It's has been a week in Thailand and yet it feel like a life time. After 3 days in ao nang. I moved to tonsai. Tonsai is so chill out. All the climbers are super nice and friendly. It took me a while to find some friends. Surpricely Americans- again. Americans I have met so far has big heart. Helping the weak is in their nature. Some people come to tonsai just for climbing. But in fact it should always be more. Checked into panyan bowglow. It's shabby. 150 bah alright. Then moved into country side resort. The bowglow is made from wood this time. Deck is good place to do yoga in the morning. Half hour yoga, healthy breakfast made from 4 fruits and yogurt(at mamas. Everyone's favour place for food). Lying around on rest days. Climb every now and then. At chill out bar, locals sing to the wave. Paradise on earth. All those strange character here. Saturday night. A Thai band play spanish music and English. They played all my favour song from all different places I have been to. For there and then. The music was only play for me. Memories came back to me. Memories from my life. I was driving at outback australia. Dancing salsa at bar with friend in Darwin. Love, happiness and suffering. A celebration of past. With my happy cookie. It all seen so unreal. Then fire show. A sign of rebirth. Then band was back. Songs from my new life. From what I can remember from the music. My new life is going to be happy and colorful. A wonderful experience in a far away place. Tonsai, a place of new beginning. My zero of the tarot card. The unancher point of begining where I celectrabte my death and rebirth.
Direction sign. Direction of my life. Going all directions. Why can't everything just be random?
Random local singing at beach
Tonsai
A dream.
Tonsai part 2
Endless dream have to come to a end. The whole week seem to be a life time. It brings all to a end soon enough. Strange and wonderful people. Lela, Casper, dj and Marco. (Including: stu, Ray, andros, the beautiful French guy and bar men at the sunset) Everyone that I shared part of me with. Tonsai, a place full of strange and wonderful. Love peace and lust. A place no like any other. Food at mamas is wonderful. Chill out bar is super chill out. Freedom bar- a prefect place to sit. Fresh coconut. Endless wonder of shakes. Here I felt like a candle and burn brightly.
Memories: fire wall, melting wall, tonsai wall, cobra wall, 123 and esta wall. Then lost monkey world. Quat my climbing guide. This is a place where those social unfit become accepted as who they are. Rocks and limestone brought everyone together. There is no border, no wall, no social unjust. No age difference, It's just us. Playing games on the beach. Dance with music mid-night.
