sitting in hostel in guayaquil. I cant help but to reflect my past 2 and half months. I havent been doing much last 4 days but sitting and thinking. Many will question my way of travel by not being movitivated and seeking advanture as holiday should have been. For me time of reflection and understand what has happen is more important to me.
In short time, I travel to mexico valley where pollution is as bad as shanghai in winter to hot low land amozon forest in iquitos, to cloud forest in oxapampa, to andes of Cusco, to gate way to another world-huancabamba, to desert beach and desert civilization. I have seen heavey, hell and earth in between. I have met wonderful and strangest people who live and bread the same air and share the same planet with me.
I saw the simple living of people in amozon, I saw extreamly hard working people in mexico, I saw witch-like woman to sick old geman ladies. I saw people entrap themselves in the world. i met wonderful street kid. I saw floating disco in poorest area of iqutios with saw mill house next door. I talked with mother earth. She send me guardian of her garden. I cried and I laughed.
I am yet fully understand what I saw and what is happening to all those things around me. I am yet make sense of this universe and what it communicated to me.
In the forest of iqutios, I saw myself melting away, bit by bit into emptiness where nothing exist. I paniced seeing myself disappeared. Then felt complete claim afterward. My question was how can I live in a world that is so wrong. Ayahusaca told me the answer I am looking for is up north. With 3 weeks more to go, will I find it? I had most wonderful birthday party with spirits in the valley of the incas. We sing and chanted for all life on earth which included mine.
Sitting on top of the machu picchu, I praied to sun god and spirit of the earth just like inca did before me. I saw dancing cloud, most wonderful butterfly. I saw montain and wind laugh at us human who rushes around keep in time. For the universe, time is limitness.
How we live is how we proceve our future. We creat the world we live in for better and worse. Often there is a need to stand back and look behide for what we have done. How world is changing, dont let it change us, we can changes the world.
I learned for 300 dollars I can save a little bit of forest. I learned how forest being clear for cocao and coffee. There is so many things in this world doesnt make sense. The most one will be gold. A metal is valuable yet valueless. You cant eat it, drink it but yet you can buy anything with it. Over hundreds of years, peoples life been destoried because of it. It contribute to destrection of forest and rivier. We destroy life on earth because of it. The concept of been poor or rich.
I cant imaging how I could too lived this life blind. Work a 9 to 5 job that destroys my soul. Being old and sick unable to see things for what they are. That is one life going wasted.
God bless me. For many years to come.
most amazing thing I saw on the trip
1. jaguar in deep forest
2. mother earth garden of eve
3. celebration of my birthday in secret valley
4. butterfly in temple of sun
5. bt
pllpppppllllllllpppppoooooooooooo
In short time, I travel to mexico valley where pollution is as bad as shanghai in winter to hot low land amozon forest in iquitos, to cloud forest in oxapampa, to andes of Cusco, to gate way to another world-huancabamba, to desert beach and desert civilization. I have seen heavey, hell and earth in between. I have met wonderful and strangest people who live and bread the same air and share the same planet with me.
I saw the simple living of people in amozon, I saw extreamly hard working people in mexico, I saw witch-like woman to sick old geman ladies. I saw people entrap themselves in the world. i met wonderful street kid. I saw floating disco in poorest area of iqutios with saw mill house next door. I talked with mother earth. She send me guardian of her garden. I cried and I laughed.
I am yet fully understand what I saw and what is happening to all those things around me. I am yet make sense of this universe and what it communicated to me.
In the forest of iqutios, I saw myself melting away, bit by bit into emptiness where nothing exist. I paniced seeing myself disappeared. Then felt complete claim afterward. My question was how can I live in a world that is so wrong. Ayahusaca told me the answer I am looking for is up north. With 3 weeks more to go, will I find it? I had most wonderful birthday party with spirits in the valley of the incas. We sing and chanted for all life on earth which included mine.
Sitting on top of the machu picchu, I praied to sun god and spirit of the earth just like inca did before me. I saw dancing cloud, most wonderful butterfly. I saw montain and wind laugh at us human who rushes around keep in time. For the universe, time is limitness.
How we live is how we proceve our future. We creat the world we live in for better and worse. Often there is a need to stand back and look behide for what we have done. How world is changing, dont let it change us, we can changes the world.
I learned for 300 dollars I can save a little bit of forest. I learned how forest being clear for cocao and coffee. There is so many things in this world doesnt make sense. The most one will be gold. A metal is valuable yet valueless. You cant eat it, drink it but yet you can buy anything with it. Over hundreds of years, peoples life been destoried because of it. It contribute to destrection of forest and rivier. We destroy life on earth because of it. The concept of been poor or rich.
I cant imaging how I could too lived this life blind. Work a 9 to 5 job that destroys my soul. Being old and sick unable to see things for what they are. That is one life going wasted.
God bless me. For many years to come.
most amazing thing I saw on the trip
1. jaguar in deep forest
2. mother earth garden of eve
3. celebration of my birthday in secret valley
4. butterfly in temple of sun
5. bt
pllpppppllllllllpppppoooooooooooo
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