Drunken thoughts

Reading the lonely planet guide to Peru. Can't help wondering what happened to the civilization lived there. Everything has a start and end and all it left is dust in the wind. What was life like back then. The land still has its magic power. The story is lost? Short lives and short sighted as humans are. What will be remind of our civilization. How long would our concrete  jungle work for us?   Maybe the knowledge of existence hold within mystical power of Mother Earth.  I thought I wanted a web business and ayahuasca retreat in Asia. However I find hard to imaging. Would I ever guide people for their spiral awaking? To believe to imaging my ability of healing the earth and creature on it? What will world be like? Like back to 70s. Without boxes rules and human believes. Is it a quest or revolution. All I needed is to believe. To believe the power of universe. To believe in myself. Camp will be near a most powerful APu in the world. A healing center somewhere in a Mongolian hut. Only the seeker will find. The true love of spiral awaking. It has to be with a powerful gods and under its protection. We will heal land and people within it.