In memories of my friends

Tonsai, life is beautiful and free. Here I met Lela. Marc and dj. Dj and Lela are from America. Dj look rough and strong, a pro-climber. We met few times around but never talked much. One day I felt lonely at tonsai. I walked pass her and she ask if I was climbing today. I said I had no one to climb with. She invited me to her party. Dj induced me to the group. She had short hair and always wears singlet and fish-mans pants. She walk and talk like boys. She told me that she fall in love with someone in tonsai 6 months ago. But he left her and now she is a bit bitter. She smoke (weed) a lot. We went for a climb as a group. And she is the Alpher female. That night we the group went to the local hippy bar. We drink chai-Indian style and few of us had some hippy cookie. Dj had one all by herself. We were both stoned. Lay next to each other and starring at the ceiling fan. The group chatted away. The Spanish boys talked in Spanish and while I was trying to make sense of the conversation. With dj, I felt sad and unhappiness from her. Bit of anger (not sure towards what). She is closed to people (maybe just girls). Beneath all the toughness. She is as soft as cloud in the sky. I believe she is jealous of other girls at times. Pretty girls in tonsai gets a lot of boys attention. Dj don't look feminine with her styling. I believe dj was pretty in her way. Who needs boys attention anyway. The darkness of her pervious relationship shadow over everything-including her prettiness. 

Marc:

The shy one in the group. He look very hot physically. Very pleasant to look at. Marc is from a Spanish island who now work at Malaysia as diving instructor. He is tall, dark eyes and brown hair. We didn't take notice of him because he is quiet. First I remember him is when he sit there quietly like me at party. Somewhat lonely all by himself. We only notice him when he took his shirt off. What a pervert we( Lela and I) were. Marc is 26 and don't have a lot of money. He is the best climber in our group. He also had a infected toe from wearing small shoes. One day Marc Lela and I trying to find a wall call monkey wall and we got bushed. Though the jungle and mud. We end up pass few cave and got bitten by lots mozi. Instant getting stressed about it. We laughed. Marc is very attentive always belays everyone. One day his foot got really bad. He decided to patch his shorts toplessly. We can't keep our eyes off him. It was so cute. A sensitive guy (not my type) but never-less very cute. One day Lela and I got him drunk. We went for a naked swim in the dark. 4 girls. Marc was too scared and run away.  Lela took him to her room that night. They had a good time. One night we were sitting there and talk about our partners(after Lela left). Marc cried and walked into the rain alone. He is sad because his gf got a volunteer job off at Fiji island and he is too poor to go visit. He misses her. He got current job try to be close to her. The job pays almost nothing. I kept Marc company until last day in Thailand. Feel the need to look after him. 

Lela-my American sister. She is always laughing. I didn't know I was funny. Never a bad day with Lela. We go kayaking, climbing, swimming and drinking. We enjoyed each others company. Our pass time always involved preventing over Marc. We laughed a lot. At everything and ourselves. Lying down at rock cliff. Watching lighting, eating dinner and telling the story of poo. She is very well travelled. Lived in Korean. Been to many places. . . I wish we could have travel more together.